
There's a burning in my skin.
I can't explain where it came from but it's there underneath the surface scorching me.
Lately my life has taken on a hazy feel.
I used to be content in my coming and goings but now something has changed.
Things that used to bring me joy don't have the same effect anymore.
I'm hott all the time like a bitch in heat, panting, wanting, waiting.
The vulgarity of it all is just low to me but for some reason I can't control it.
Sleep eludes me at night and when I do close my eyes I dream of dark depraved things.
Lost in a world of beige looking for a splash of color.
Watching the rain pour down in the same constant rhythm waiting for the lightening to strike. Something to come along and turn this flame into an inferno.
I know I sound obscene but this is just what I feel.
